This recent weekend, we had our coven meeting and it was really nice. We did a few of the energy exercises described in my recent blog, as well as one that Aislin had tried before. In addition to being fun, it was really good to practice moving our energies around within our bodies, and from one person to another.
Energy Pushing Exercise
Aislin said that she thinks that this exercise might be in Penczak’s Inner Temple book.
One person is the ‘pusher,’ the other is the ‘receiver.’ Both parties stand facing one another and they might close their eyes to improve their concentration. The pusher begins to direct energy toward the other person with the intent to push the receiver, making her lean back. The other people act as observers, as both pusher and receiver will probably have their eyes shut.
This was a great exercise. We switched partners throughout the exercise, which was my original plan- but time really flew by quicker than expected- so we’ll have to do the other exercises next time.
Energy Play Exercises
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Energy
I posted a tweet in regards to energy exercises, as my group will be doing some of that this weekend. I asked if anyone had any fun ideas. I got nothin'. But that's okay. Here are a few exercises that we've done before.
Energy Balls
Sit down.
Take a few deep breaths and ground yourself using the common tree meditation. Place your roots deep into the ground. On an exhale release all your tension and anxiety. Begin to draw up energy from the ground, into your roots. Feel it flow into your legs, into your torso, and up into your arms. Feel this energy flow into your hands. Let it flow into your cupped hands, creating a small ball of light the size of a pingpong ball. "See" this ball, and use your will to grow it into a tennis ball. Note the color of your energy ball. Change the color of the ball. Now expand your hands and expand the size of the energy ball. Practice changing the size and color of the energy ball.
Partner Energy Ball Practice
Sit across from your partner. One person creates an energy ball in their cupped hands. Their partner sits across from them and cups their hands. The person with the energy ball transfers it to their partner. The partner then changes the size or color and passes it back to the original person. This goes on for awhile, then the partners can do a pass and then discuss what they think they received, and then what they changed.
Group Energy Ball Practice
Sit in a circle. One person creates an energy ball, and passes it to the person on her left. This ball is passed around the circle a few times so everyone can get attuned to the energy. The second time, each person changes the ball a little bit. It's kind of like the old game telephone.
Projecting and Receiving Energy into the Body (Partners)
One partner lays down and the other kneels over them, palms down over the first persons body. The partner laying down closes her eyes. The kneeling partner chooses a part of her partners body to focus on, and begins to channel light healing energy into her partner. The partner laying down is responsible for being receptive to the energy and try to feel where the energy is.
Shields and Energy Balls (Partners)
One person puts her shields up, and another creates energy balls and tosses them at the shield. Then, switch.
Don't be disappointed if you don't guess the color of your partners energy ball, or can't correctly guess where your partner is feeding you energy. Practicing is important, but these exercises are meant to be fun. They will help you get attuned to your energy, as well as the energy of your partners. One thing that is really important is - ground at the end of your energy practice. You are exchanging all kinds of energy, so make sure to ground out any energy that isn't yours.
Energy Balls
Sit down.
Take a few deep breaths and ground yourself using the common tree meditation. Place your roots deep into the ground. On an exhale release all your tension and anxiety. Begin to draw up energy from the ground, into your roots. Feel it flow into your legs, into your torso, and up into your arms. Feel this energy flow into your hands. Let it flow into your cupped hands, creating a small ball of light the size of a pingpong ball. "See" this ball, and use your will to grow it into a tennis ball. Note the color of your energy ball. Change the color of the ball. Now expand your hands and expand the size of the energy ball. Practice changing the size and color of the energy ball.
Partner Energy Ball Practice
Sit across from your partner. One person creates an energy ball in their cupped hands. Their partner sits across from them and cups their hands. The person with the energy ball transfers it to their partner. The partner then changes the size or color and passes it back to the original person. This goes on for awhile, then the partners can do a pass and then discuss what they think they received, and then what they changed.
Group Energy Ball Practice
Sit in a circle. One person creates an energy ball, and passes it to the person on her left. This ball is passed around the circle a few times so everyone can get attuned to the energy. The second time, each person changes the ball a little bit. It's kind of like the old game telephone.
Projecting and Receiving Energy into the Body (Partners)
One partner lays down and the other kneels over them, palms down over the first persons body. The partner laying down closes her eyes. The kneeling partner chooses a part of her partners body to focus on, and begins to channel light healing energy into her partner. The partner laying down is responsible for being receptive to the energy and try to feel where the energy is.
Shields and Energy Balls (Partners)
One person puts her shields up, and another creates energy balls and tosses them at the shield. Then, switch.
Don't be disappointed if you don't guess the color of your partners energy ball, or can't correctly guess where your partner is feeding you energy. Practicing is important, but these exercises are meant to be fun. They will help you get attuned to your energy, as well as the energy of your partners. One thing that is really important is - ground at the end of your energy practice. You are exchanging all kinds of energy, so make sure to ground out any energy that isn't yours.
Raven
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The full moon of April goes by many names- one of those names is "Raven." So, I was doing a little research on the folklore of Ravens throughout time, and stumbled onto a great resource at Druidry.org. You can obviously tell its a Celtic related site, due to all the western European knowledge. :)
Native American
According to Jamie Sams and David Carson, in their excellent book Medicine Cards (which accompanies a beautiful deck of animal cards), Raven's medicine is magic. She is the Great Mystery of the Void.
Black, to Native Americans, is a color of magical power, and only to be feared if misused. Raven symbolizes the void - the mystery of that which is not yet formed. Ravens are symbolic of the Black Hole in Space, which draws in all energy toward itself and releases it in new forms. The iridescent blue and green that can be seen in the glossy black feathers of the raven represents the constant change of forms and shapes that emerge from the vast blackness of the void. In Native American tradition, Raven is the guardian of both ceremonial magic and healing circles. She is also the patron of smoke signals.
Raven's element is air, and she is a messenger spirit, which Native American shamans use to project their magic over great distances.
In many northwestern American Indian traditions, Raven is the Trickster, much like the Norse Loki. Observing ravens in nature, we find that they often steal food from under the noses of other animals, often working in pairs to distract the unfortunate beasts. Anne Cameron has written several northwestern Indian tales (Raven and Snipe, Raven Goes Berrypicking, Raven Returns the Water, and others) with the Raven as Trickster theme.
China
Ravens are considered a solar symbol in Chinese mythology. The three legged raven lives in the sun, representing the sun's three phases - rising, noon and setting. When the sunlight hits their glossy black feathers just right, they seem to turn to silver.
Japan
The Shinto Goddess, Amaterasu is sometimes represented as a giant raven, Yata-Garasu.
India
Brahma appears as a raven in one of his incarnations. Ravens are also sacred to Shiva and Kali.
Australia
In Aborigine mythology, Raven tried to steal fire from seven sisters (the Pleides), and was charred black in the unsuccessful attempt.
Middle East
To Egyptians, ravens represented destruction and malevolence. However, Arabs call raven Abu Aajir - the Father of Omens.
Hebrew/Christian
In the Hebrew/Christian tradition ravens were considered unclean, representing impurity, mortification, destruction, deceit, and desolation. Ravens were cursed by Noah for not returning to the ark with news of the receding the flood.
Yet, conversely, the Bible also says that ravens were the protectors of the prophets; they fed Elijah and Paul the Hermit in the wilderness. Also, ravens helped St. Cuthbert and St. Bernard.
In contradictory Christian traditions, ravens represent the solitude of the holy hermits, yet also the souls of wicked priests and witches.
European
Since ravens can be taught to speak, and have such a complex vocabulary of their own, they are connected symbolically to both wisdom and prophecy. But in Europe, at least from Christian times, ravens have several strikes against them: black is considered a negative color; ravens are carrion eaters; and they have a symbiotic relationship with man's oldest enemy, the wolf. In many western traditions raven represents darkness, destructiveness and evil. They are sometimes associated with deities of evil and of death. Both witches and the Devil were said to be able to take the shape of a raven.
Greece
Raven is the messenger of the Sun Gods, both Helios and Apollo. She is also associated with Athene, Hera, Cronos and Aesculapius.
Northern Europe
The pagan Danes and Vikings used the raven banner on their ships, in Odin's honor. These flags, usually sewn by the daughters of great warriors and kings, were tokens of luck on their voyages. Houses where ravens nested were also thought to be lucky.
Odin had two ravens - Huginn (thought) and Muninn (memory) who flew about the world, delivering messages, gathering knowledge and reporting back to him. One of Odin's many titles is Hrafna-Gud, the God of the Ravens. Odin's daughters, the warlike Valkyres, were sometimes said to take the shape of ravens.
In the Elder Edda's cryptic poem, the Grimnismal, a verse refers to Odin's ravens:
Huginn and Muninn, every day
They fly over earthground.
I fear for Huginn,
that he may not return.
But even more, I fear
for the loss of Muninn.
In the Norse shamanic tradition, Odin's ravens represent the powers of necromancy, clairvoyance and telepathy, and they were guides for the dead. This poem expresses a shaman's fear of his loss of magical powers. (Source: The Well of Remembrance by Ralph Metzner, Shambala, Boston, 1994)
Central Europe
On Walpurgisnacht, April 30th, German witches fly to Brocken Mountain in the Harz Mountains for the great witches' Sabbath in the shape of their familiars - ravens and crows.
Western Europe
In Beowulf, an Anglo Saxon poem, is written " . . . craving for carrion, the dark raven shall have its say, and tell the eagle how it fared at the feast, when, competing with the wolf, it laid bare the bones of corpses."
In Shakespeare's Macbeth, Lady Macbeth sees the raven as a herald of misfortune as it "croaks the fatal entrance of Duncan."
In England, tombstones are sometimes called "ravenstones".
Among the Irish Celts, Raven was associated with the Triple Goddess, the Morrigan, who took the shape of Raven over battlefields as Chooser of the Slain. She was a protector of warriors, such as Chuhulian and Fionn MacCual.
Raven is also the totem of the pan-Celtic Sorceress/Goddess Morgan le Fay, who was also called the Queen of Faeries. In some tales, she is Queen of the Dubh Sidhe, or Dark Faeries, who were a race of tricksters who often took the form of ravens.
Irish and Scots Bean Sidhes (Banshees) could take the shape of ravens as they cried above a roof, an omen of death in the household below.
Tha gliocas an ceann an fhitich or Fice ceann na fhitich are Scots Gaelic proverbs meaning "There is wisdom in a raven's head."
"To have a raven's knowledge" is an Irish proverb meaning to have a seer's supernatural powers. Raven is considered one of the oldest and wisest of animals.
Also a bird of wisdom and prophecy, Raven was the totem of the Welsh God, Bran the Blessed, the giant protector of the Britain, the Isle of the Mighty. After the battle with Ireland, Bran was decapitated, and his head became an oracle. Eventually Bran asked to have his head buried in what is now Tower Hill in London to protect Britain from invasion. Bran's Ravens are kept there to this day, as protection against invasion. During World War II, Tower Hill was bombed, and the ravens were lost. Winston Churchill, knowing full well the ancient legends, ordered the immediate replacement of ravens, and they were brought to Tower Hill from Celtic lands - the Welsh hills and Scottish Highlands.
Raven was the favorite bird of the solar deity, Lugh (Irish/Scots), or Lludd (Welsh) the Celtic God of Arts and Crafts. Lugh was said to have two ravens to attend on all the His needs (similar to Odin and his ravens).
Many Celtic tribes and clans descend from animals. An ancient clan called the Brannovices, the Raven Folk, once existed in Britain. To this day, the Glengarry MacDonalds of Scotland have a raven on their heraldic arms, and their war cry is Creagan-an Fhithich - Raven's Rock, a landmark on their ancestral lands.
The Scottish Goddess of winter, The Cailleach, sometimes appears as a raven. A touch from her brings death.
Giving a child his first drink from the skull of a raven will give the child powers of prophecy and wisdom in the Hebrides.
Scottish Highlanders associate ravens with the second sight. An excellent book on the subject is Ravens and Black Rain: The Story of Highland Second Sight by Elizabeth Sutherland (Corgi Books, Great Britain, 1985)
In Cornwall, as in England, King Arthur is said to live on in the form of a raven, and it is unlucky to shoot one.
"Have not your worships read the annals and histories of England, in which are recorded the famous deeds of King Arthur, whom we in our popular Castilian invariably call King Artus, with regard to whom it is an ancient tradition, and commonly received all over that kingdom of Great Britain, that this king did not die, but was changed by magic art into a raven, and that in process of time he is to return to reign and recover his kingdom and scepter; for which reason it cannot be proved that from that time to this any Englishman ever killed a raven?"- Don Quixote by Cervantes
The Welsh Owein had a magical army of ravens.
In Welsh folklore, the raven is also an omen of death. If the raven makes a choking sound, it is a portent of the death rattle. A crying raven on a church steeple will "overlook" the next house where death will occur. A raven could smell death and would hover over the area where the next victim dwelt, including animals. Ravens were heard to "laugh" when someone was about to die. Welsh witches, and the Devil, would transform themselves into ravens.
This section really was great for summarizing the symbolism prevelent in the cultural folklore above.
Raven is a contrary spirit. On the negative side, Raven represents the profane, the devil, evil spirits, the trickster and thief, war and destruction, death and doom, the void.
Yet in many cultures Raven also represents deep magic, the mystery of the unknown, death and transformation, creation, healing, wisdom, protection, and prophecy.
Raven is both the symbol of the sun, and the symbol of a moonless night. She is the birth giving light in the center of our galaxy, and the black hole in the center of the universe, to which we are all traveling to our eventual extinction.
Raven is the fatal touch of the Calleach in winter, the wisdom of Odin, the vessel of prophecy given to a seer, the mighty protector of the Western Isles, and the healing message of an Indian shaman.
Raven is a complex bird, both in nature and in mythology.
Folklore
Native American
According to Jamie Sams and David Carson, in their excellent book Medicine Cards (which accompanies a beautiful deck of animal cards), Raven's medicine is magic. She is the Great Mystery of the Void.
Black, to Native Americans, is a color of magical power, and only to be feared if misused. Raven symbolizes the void - the mystery of that which is not yet formed. Ravens are symbolic of the Black Hole in Space, which draws in all energy toward itself and releases it in new forms. The iridescent blue and green that can be seen in the glossy black feathers of the raven represents the constant change of forms and shapes that emerge from the vast blackness of the void. In Native American tradition, Raven is the guardian of both ceremonial magic and healing circles. She is also the patron of smoke signals.
Raven's element is air, and she is a messenger spirit, which Native American shamans use to project their magic over great distances.
In many northwestern American Indian traditions, Raven is the Trickster, much like the Norse Loki. Observing ravens in nature, we find that they often steal food from under the noses of other animals, often working in pairs to distract the unfortunate beasts. Anne Cameron has written several northwestern Indian tales (Raven and Snipe, Raven Goes Berrypicking, Raven Returns the Water, and others) with the Raven as Trickster theme.
China
Ravens are considered a solar symbol in Chinese mythology. The three legged raven lives in the sun, representing the sun's three phases - rising, noon and setting. When the sunlight hits their glossy black feathers just right, they seem to turn to silver.
Japan
The Shinto Goddess, Amaterasu is sometimes represented as a giant raven, Yata-Garasu.
India
Brahma appears as a raven in one of his incarnations. Ravens are also sacred to Shiva and Kali.
Australia
In Aborigine mythology, Raven tried to steal fire from seven sisters (the Pleides), and was charred black in the unsuccessful attempt.
Middle East
To Egyptians, ravens represented destruction and malevolence. However, Arabs call raven Abu Aajir - the Father of Omens.
Hebrew/Christian
In the Hebrew/Christian tradition ravens were considered unclean, representing impurity, mortification, destruction, deceit, and desolation. Ravens were cursed by Noah for not returning to the ark with news of the receding the flood.
Yet, conversely, the Bible also says that ravens were the protectors of the prophets; they fed Elijah and Paul the Hermit in the wilderness. Also, ravens helped St. Cuthbert and St. Bernard.
In contradictory Christian traditions, ravens represent the solitude of the holy hermits, yet also the souls of wicked priests and witches.
European
Since ravens can be taught to speak, and have such a complex vocabulary of their own, they are connected symbolically to both wisdom and prophecy. But in Europe, at least from Christian times, ravens have several strikes against them: black is considered a negative color; ravens are carrion eaters; and they have a symbiotic relationship with man's oldest enemy, the wolf. In many western traditions raven represents darkness, destructiveness and evil. They are sometimes associated with deities of evil and of death. Both witches and the Devil were said to be able to take the shape of a raven.
Greece
Raven is the messenger of the Sun Gods, both Helios and Apollo. She is also associated with Athene, Hera, Cronos and Aesculapius.
Northern Europe
The pagan Danes and Vikings used the raven banner on their ships, in Odin's honor. These flags, usually sewn by the daughters of great warriors and kings, were tokens of luck on their voyages. Houses where ravens nested were also thought to be lucky.
Odin had two ravens - Huginn (thought) and Muninn (memory) who flew about the world, delivering messages, gathering knowledge and reporting back to him. One of Odin's many titles is Hrafna-Gud, the God of the Ravens. Odin's daughters, the warlike Valkyres, were sometimes said to take the shape of ravens.
In the Elder Edda's cryptic poem, the Grimnismal, a verse refers to Odin's ravens:
Huginn and Muninn, every day
They fly over earthground.
I fear for Huginn,
that he may not return.
But even more, I fear
for the loss of Muninn.
In the Norse shamanic tradition, Odin's ravens represent the powers of necromancy, clairvoyance and telepathy, and they were guides for the dead. This poem expresses a shaman's fear of his loss of magical powers. (Source: The Well of Remembrance by Ralph Metzner, Shambala, Boston, 1994)
Central Europe
On Walpurgisnacht, April 30th, German witches fly to Brocken Mountain in the Harz Mountains for the great witches' Sabbath in the shape of their familiars - ravens and crows.
Western Europe
In Beowulf, an Anglo Saxon poem, is written " . . . craving for carrion, the dark raven shall have its say, and tell the eagle how it fared at the feast, when, competing with the wolf, it laid bare the bones of corpses."
In Shakespeare's Macbeth, Lady Macbeth sees the raven as a herald of misfortune as it "croaks the fatal entrance of Duncan."
In England, tombstones are sometimes called "ravenstones".
Among the Irish Celts, Raven was associated with the Triple Goddess, the Morrigan, who took the shape of Raven over battlefields as Chooser of the Slain. She was a protector of warriors, such as Chuhulian and Fionn MacCual.
Raven is also the totem of the pan-Celtic Sorceress/Goddess Morgan le Fay, who was also called the Queen of Faeries. In some tales, she is Queen of the Dubh Sidhe, or Dark Faeries, who were a race of tricksters who often took the form of ravens.
Irish and Scots Bean Sidhes (Banshees) could take the shape of ravens as they cried above a roof, an omen of death in the household below.
Tha gliocas an ceann an fhitich or Fice ceann na fhitich are Scots Gaelic proverbs meaning "There is wisdom in a raven's head."
"To have a raven's knowledge" is an Irish proverb meaning to have a seer's supernatural powers. Raven is considered one of the oldest and wisest of animals.
Also a bird of wisdom and prophecy, Raven was the totem of the Welsh God, Bran the Blessed, the giant protector of the Britain, the Isle of the Mighty. After the battle with Ireland, Bran was decapitated, and his head became an oracle. Eventually Bran asked to have his head buried in what is now Tower Hill in London to protect Britain from invasion. Bran's Ravens are kept there to this day, as protection against invasion. During World War II, Tower Hill was bombed, and the ravens were lost. Winston Churchill, knowing full well the ancient legends, ordered the immediate replacement of ravens, and they were brought to Tower Hill from Celtic lands - the Welsh hills and Scottish Highlands.
Raven was the favorite bird of the solar deity, Lugh (Irish/Scots), or Lludd (Welsh) the Celtic God of Arts and Crafts. Lugh was said to have two ravens to attend on all the His needs (similar to Odin and his ravens).
Many Celtic tribes and clans descend from animals. An ancient clan called the Brannovices, the Raven Folk, once existed in Britain. To this day, the Glengarry MacDonalds of Scotland have a raven on their heraldic arms, and their war cry is Creagan-an Fhithich - Raven's Rock, a landmark on their ancestral lands.
The Scottish Goddess of winter, The Cailleach, sometimes appears as a raven. A touch from her brings death.
Giving a child his first drink from the skull of a raven will give the child powers of prophecy and wisdom in the Hebrides.
Scottish Highlanders associate ravens with the second sight. An excellent book on the subject is Ravens and Black Rain: The Story of Highland Second Sight by Elizabeth Sutherland (Corgi Books, Great Britain, 1985)
In Cornwall, as in England, King Arthur is said to live on in the form of a raven, and it is unlucky to shoot one.
"Have not your worships read the annals and histories of England, in which are recorded the famous deeds of King Arthur, whom we in our popular Castilian invariably call King Artus, with regard to whom it is an ancient tradition, and commonly received all over that kingdom of Great Britain, that this king did not die, but was changed by magic art into a raven, and that in process of time he is to return to reign and recover his kingdom and scepter; for which reason it cannot be proved that from that time to this any Englishman ever killed a raven?"- Don Quixote by Cervantes
The Welsh Owein had a magical army of ravens.
In Welsh folklore, the raven is also an omen of death. If the raven makes a choking sound, it is a portent of the death rattle. A crying raven on a church steeple will "overlook" the next house where death will occur. A raven could smell death and would hover over the area where the next victim dwelt, including animals. Ravens were heard to "laugh" when someone was about to die. Welsh witches, and the Devil, would transform themselves into ravens.
Magic
This section really was great for summarizing the symbolism prevelent in the cultural folklore above.
Raven is a contrary spirit. On the negative side, Raven represents the profane, the devil, evil spirits, the trickster and thief, war and destruction, death and doom, the void.
Yet in many cultures Raven also represents deep magic, the mystery of the unknown, death and transformation, creation, healing, wisdom, protection, and prophecy.
Raven is both the symbol of the sun, and the symbol of a moonless night. She is the birth giving light in the center of our galaxy, and the black hole in the center of the universe, to which we are all traveling to our eventual extinction.
Raven is the fatal touch of the Calleach in winter, the wisdom of Odin, the vessel of prophecy given to a seer, the mighty protector of the Western Isles, and the healing message of an Indian shaman.
Raven is a complex bird, both in nature and in mythology.
Invocation of Raven
by Susa Morgan Black
Morgana of the Dark Moon Night
Onyx bird, bold in flight
Raven, come to us now!
Keeper of the sacred well
Where the faerie spirits dwell
Raven, come to us now!
Guardian of the Blackthorn Tree
Home of the feared Banshee
Raven, come to us now!
Teacher of warriors, and of sex,
spells that heal and spells that hex
Raven, come to us now!
Bean Sidhe by the river bed
Washing shrouds of the newly dead
Raven, come to us now!
Twin birds of memory and thought
Who brought the knowledge Odin sought
Raven, come to us now!
Raven with his bag of tricks
Always getting in a fix
Raven, come to us now!
Stalwart guardian of the Land
The sacred bird of mighty Bran
Raven, come to us now!
Wise One of the Second Sight
Who foretells our human plight
Raven, come to us now!
Raven, Oldest of us All
Watch over us and hear our call
Raven, come to us now!
by Susa Morgan Black
Morgana of the Dark Moon Night
Onyx bird, bold in flight
Raven, come to us now!
Keeper of the sacred well
Where the faerie spirits dwell
Raven, come to us now!
Guardian of the Blackthorn Tree
Home of the feared Banshee
Raven, come to us now!
Teacher of warriors, and of sex,
spells that heal and spells that hex
Raven, come to us now!
Bean Sidhe by the river bed
Washing shrouds of the newly dead
Raven, come to us now!
Twin birds of memory and thought
Who brought the knowledge Odin sought
Raven, come to us now!
Raven with his bag of tricks
Always getting in a fix
Raven, come to us now!
Stalwart guardian of the Land
The sacred bird of mighty Bran
Raven, come to us now!
Wise One of the Second Sight
Who foretells our human plight
Raven, come to us now!
Raven, Oldest of us All
Watch over us and hear our call
Raven, come to us now!
Evocation of Raven for Healing
by smb
Bird whose magic is revealing
The hallowed mystery of healing
The hallowed mystery of healing
Spring is here... finally.
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Altars
Last night, I finally felt a little bit inspired. I finally put together my spring altar. I had to put some of my spring things away, because I didn’t want it to look like Spring threw up on my altar. I added my new chalice, and my new wand (from Kentucky). I need a new bottle to hold my water, as my blue one has chipped at the mouth of the bottle. That’s a bummer. I also got my salt dish out of the cupboard, and returned it to its happy rightful place. :)
I also had a chance to meditate last night, and was able to see Brid in a very different way- a way that I might more easily relate to her. Pretty cool, though I wish I was an artist and could sketch Her as she came to me last night.
I’m planning on meditating more often- especially since I have my iPod of twinkleritual music, now. My husband is awesome about leaving me alone for meditation time. Also, I’m trying to trade away my Medieval Scapini tarot deck- it’s just not my thing, and I’d love to play with a new deck.
I also had a chance to meditate last night, and was able to see Brid in a very different way- a way that I might more easily relate to her. Pretty cool, though I wish I was an artist and could sketch Her as she came to me last night.
I’m planning on meditating more often- especially since I have my iPod of twinkleritual music, now. My husband is awesome about leaving me alone for meditation time. Also, I’m trying to trade away my Medieval Scapini tarot deck- it’s just not my thing, and I’d love to play with a new deck.
Tired, sick, but the Gods don't take a sick day.
On the heels of my return to Kentucky, we celebrated Ostara. I'm lucky because my BFF facilitated this circle, so I didn't have to take care of anything, since I hadn't even been back an entire day. Hopefully, the seed of my will will grow, as it is planted deep within a flower bulb. I'm really looking forward to Beltane. As we now have an even number of people, maybe we could pull off a maypole. That would be awesome.
My plan to fix up my altar before I left didn't happen. Once I did come back, I got out much of my springy altar things, and put away my Brighid's cross. But its not together yet. It will be, though, and I'll take a picture and post! I still can't hear out of my ears, as they are both clogged, but I think I feel well enough to put it together today. You'll also see my new chalice. Its pinkish and the perfect size!
I've been meditating more often since my return from Kentucky. It's been easy to focus on a sound... the constant ring in my ears. It's been helpful, and I feel like I'm making the most of being sick. :)
My plan to fix up my altar before I left didn't happen. Once I did come back, I got out much of my springy altar things, and put away my Brighid's cross. But its not together yet. It will be, though, and I'll take a picture and post! I still can't hear out of my ears, as they are both clogged, but I think I feel well enough to put it together today. You'll also see my new chalice. Its pinkish and the perfect size!
I've been meditating more often since my return from Kentucky. It's been easy to focus on a sound... the constant ring in my ears. It's been helpful, and I feel like I'm making the most of being sick. :)
Kentucky!
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Life
My trip to Kentucky was wonderful.
I was so surprised. Everything was a surprise. Everyone told me that I should be ready for a culture shock, as being from LA it was going to be completely different. And it was.
In a good way.
1. The people are so NICE.
Seriously. Nice. The woman at the Burger King not only didn't charge me when I asked for Ranch Dressings, she gave me TWO. Of her own volition. That was the first person I interacted after we landed in Louisville. This was at the Burger King in Bardstown, in the Kroger parking lot. I couldn't tell you what street its on because...
2. There are no street signs.
The streets have numbers, not names. And if it does have a name, its on a little bitty street sign in the ground, not up on the traffic light like we have out here. People drive by landmarks out here. You turn at the ham shop with the pig on it, not on 31E or whatever.
3. Kroger had a sushi station.
Seriously! You know how the bakery and deli have people who will make you something fresh? There was a small kiosk with sushi. Those were the only Asian people I saw while in KY, though.
4. Great Mexican food.
Yep, turns out there is a decent amount of Mexican people out there- I guess they tend to be the main harvesters of the Tobacco once its harvesting season? I'm not being racist, or discriminatory- thats what I was told several times, when I mentioned that they neighborhood wasn't very diverse. Then I was told that they all live together in a trailer park. I don't know that I believe that, though. Oh- and we went to a Mexican restaurant... I felt like I was back in California. :) It was awesome.
5. Super. Wal. Mart.
Great prices. Seriously. I'm looking forward to moving back there and saving a grip of cash. Also, SWM was there for me when it snowed on me, and had a jacket I could buy. I don't own a jacket. I own 2 sweaters and like 3 long sleeved shirts. I'm hot blooded. Not hot enough for 29 degree temperatures, though. I learned what cold really is. Turns out, its not 65.
6. Did I mention that the people were so nice?
Going to a club or two, I was reminded again of the nice dispositions of the people in KY. I kept bumping into people, as it was a little crowded, and apologized again and again (in LA, people will mad-dog you, or yell at you, or push you, or try to start a fight or shoot you), and I can't tell you how many times I heard, "Oh, you're fine, hon.". It was weird and took getting used to.
7. My accent.
By day 2, I had an accent. Since we were around my husbands family so much, I picked it up quick. I think it's because my moms people were from this area. I spent the rest of my time there working it back out.
8. Trees and open space.
Most of the homes there are built so all the yards/backyards are kind of together. Like, there are no fences. Which is good if you want to have a neighborhood party, and bad if you are planning a skyclad esbat circle (I'm guessing). But its beautiful. There are so many trees there. More trees than people. Thats what I've always wanted. We went to Bernheim Forest briefly, and I can't wait to see it out of the bareness that Winter brings!
Even though I did get sick when we traveled up to Ashland (I wonder if it was something that the furnace put off), and I'm still sick- it's been about 2 weeks- I enjoyed Ashland as well, though I don't know that I'd move there. We did have an awesome Pizza Sandwich at Giovannis, though. It almost made being sick worth it.
All in all, I'm really looking forward to moving to Kentucky, even though I'll be leaving my best friends, my coven, and all of my family behind. I think that it will be a positive move for us- we can rent a house there for less than we are paying for a 2-BR apartment here. I've even given a little thought to homesteading. Maybe. Someday. I think I pretty much found out that I'm more country mouse than city mouse.
I was so surprised. Everything was a surprise. Everyone told me that I should be ready for a culture shock, as being from LA it was going to be completely different. And it was.
In a good way.
1. The people are so NICE.
Seriously. Nice. The woman at the Burger King not only didn't charge me when I asked for Ranch Dressings, she gave me TWO. Of her own volition. That was the first person I interacted after we landed in Louisville. This was at the Burger King in Bardstown, in the Kroger parking lot. I couldn't tell you what street its on because...
2. There are no street signs.
The streets have numbers, not names. And if it does have a name, its on a little bitty street sign in the ground, not up on the traffic light like we have out here. People drive by landmarks out here. You turn at the ham shop with the pig on it, not on 31E or whatever.
3. Kroger had a sushi station.
Seriously! You know how the bakery and deli have people who will make you something fresh? There was a small kiosk with sushi. Those were the only Asian people I saw while in KY, though.
4. Great Mexican food.
Yep, turns out there is a decent amount of Mexican people out there- I guess they tend to be the main harvesters of the Tobacco once its harvesting season? I'm not being racist, or discriminatory- thats what I was told several times, when I mentioned that they neighborhood wasn't very diverse. Then I was told that they all live together in a trailer park. I don't know that I believe that, though. Oh- and we went to a Mexican restaurant... I felt like I was back in California. :) It was awesome.
5. Super. Wal. Mart.
Great prices. Seriously. I'm looking forward to moving back there and saving a grip of cash. Also, SWM was there for me when it snowed on me, and had a jacket I could buy. I don't own a jacket. I own 2 sweaters and like 3 long sleeved shirts. I'm hot blooded. Not hot enough for 29 degree temperatures, though. I learned what cold really is. Turns out, its not 65.
6. Did I mention that the people were so nice?
Going to a club or two, I was reminded again of the nice dispositions of the people in KY. I kept bumping into people, as it was a little crowded, and apologized again and again (in LA, people will mad-dog you, or yell at you, or push you, or try to start a fight or shoot you), and I can't tell you how many times I heard, "Oh, you're fine, hon.". It was weird and took getting used to.
7. My accent.
By day 2, I had an accent. Since we were around my husbands family so much, I picked it up quick. I think it's because my moms people were from this area. I spent the rest of my time there working it back out.
8. Trees and open space.
Most of the homes there are built so all the yards/backyards are kind of together. Like, there are no fences. Which is good if you want to have a neighborhood party, and bad if you are planning a skyclad esbat circle (I'm guessing). But its beautiful. There are so many trees there. More trees than people. Thats what I've always wanted. We went to Bernheim Forest briefly, and I can't wait to see it out of the bareness that Winter brings!
Even though I did get sick when we traveled up to Ashland (I wonder if it was something that the furnace put off), and I'm still sick- it's been about 2 weeks- I enjoyed Ashland as well, though I don't know that I'd move there. We did have an awesome Pizza Sandwich at Giovannis, though. It almost made being sick worth it.
All in all, I'm really looking forward to moving to Kentucky, even though I'll be leaving my best friends, my coven, and all of my family behind. I think that it will be a positive move for us- we can rent a house there for less than we are paying for a 2-BR apartment here. I've even given a little thought to homesteading. Maybe. Someday. I think I pretty much found out that I'm more country mouse than city mouse.
Spirituality Plans for the Near Future
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It's come to my attention that I haven't been as spiritually minded as I'd like to be, as I once was. I chalked it up to several things. First, my house 'wasn't clean enough.' Then, DHs laundry was clutterring up the space where I meditate, near my altar. So, once my entire house was cleaned (I even cleaned all the knickknacks), and DHs piles and piles of laundry were done, it changed nothing. That kind of hit me today.
So, what to do? I know that I work best within a structured environment. So, I guess I need to come up with a new routine. Meditate each day. Come home, change into comfies and meditate! It's a little hard for me to meditate without incense (DH is allergic- boo!) but I can burn some scented candles or something. I'm just writing as ideas come into my head. I should do maybe 10-15 minutes of yoga and then meditate for 10-15 minutes. In my head, I know that would be so great for me (and my back).
In addition to coming up with a specific routine, I think I might need to be stimulated. I need to start working on studying something new. I'd say tarot, but the faeries have jacked the 2 decks I usually use. I RARELY lose anything, so to have misplaced two decks of tarot cards. I've been working on tarot a lot, everyonce in a while. I might bring that with me to Kentucky, but I want to tone down the witchiness while in certain parts of KY.
I'm thinking of going through my books and seeing if I have anything on strengthening psychic powers, or healing. I know I have one on OBEs, but thats not something I'm really that interested in. That happened once and I didn't get very far before I freaked out and snapped back.
So, my new plan is to:
~focus on my personal spirituality
~meditate daily
~find a new course of study
~put my newest herbs away
~redo my altar so it will be springy when I come back from KY
So, what to do? I know that I work best within a structured environment. So, I guess I need to come up with a new routine. Meditate each day. Come home, change into comfies and meditate! It's a little hard for me to meditate without incense (DH is allergic- boo!) but I can burn some scented candles or something. I'm just writing as ideas come into my head. I should do maybe 10-15 minutes of yoga and then meditate for 10-15 minutes. In my head, I know that would be so great for me (and my back).
In addition to coming up with a specific routine, I think I might need to be stimulated. I need to start working on studying something new. I'd say tarot, but the faeries have jacked the 2 decks I usually use. I RARELY lose anything, so to have misplaced two decks of tarot cards. I've been working on tarot a lot, everyonce in a while. I might bring that with me to Kentucky, but I want to tone down the witchiness while in certain parts of KY.
I'm thinking of going through my books and seeing if I have anything on strengthening psychic powers, or healing. I know I have one on OBEs, but thats not something I'm really that interested in. That happened once and I didn't get very far before I freaked out and snapped back.
So, my new plan is to:
~focus on my personal spirituality
~meditate daily
~find a new course of study
~put my newest herbs away
~redo my altar so it will be springy when I come back from KY
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